Should Be

***My sister wrote this for me***
*I love you jewels*

Sissy, I'm sorry for dragging you down with me
I cant help my hysterical blindness, the times i cant see
I shouldn't be making you live you life this way
Sometimes i take you for granted, how you can always make it okay
We shouldn't be playing with the love, hate, and sympathy cards
We should be crapping off bridges and forking peoples yards
I know you're going to tell me thats what your here for
But you should have better, you should get more
You dont need your problems add up with mine
I don't mean to make you cry, I'll remember that next time
Every time I cry you can make it better, you know what to say
You're the best friend I've ever had, ever will have, or will be
We should be living up our lives
Not worrying about one of us picking up the rusty knives
I'm tying to make you hold the whole world with me
Until I heard the tears in your voice, I didn't realize, I didn't see
I wont just not eat, I wont cry no more
I'll make these years better, I'll fixed my locked doors.

***please comment, it means a lot to me***