My Sin

My only sin was, I loved you much too much.

Giving you too much of myself in hopes of your approval and applaud. You stepped on me.

Blindfolded and unintentionally.
Only seeing your selfish goals has hardened us into charcoal still wanting to burn but can't seem to ignite.
I'm tired...
I tried.

I refuse to continue pretending I have what I get, because what I really have I forget.

You want to be on my side but you lean on your pride and stick with it because its all you've got.
I see through you.
Your just like me -weak.

Our heads are facing the opposite direction and these times I miss you. As much as I fight it, I'm bound to give in one day.

I'll let you go. Live life how you want it. As if we never encountered.
I've done this so many times but this time it's different.

I'm stronger when I'm reminded of how short life is, who I surround myself with, who gets my attention, who respects me and who doesn't.

Life is like a forest isn't it? You have to go through soo much to conquer the wilderness.

Overall, I hope your path treats you well and we shall meet again. Maybe not in the next lifetime, but as soon as I re-commit my sin.

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