Good-bye x

When I slit my wrists I called you name,
No one heard, No one came,
I needed you then, forever and now,
But you wanted her and I was the cow,
I lost your love and lost the game,
Nothing will ever be the same,

Days went by and so fell my tears,
They dried as did my fears,
And when I wanted to see you I was blind,
You weren't even there, Weren't ever kind,
And so I've learnt over the years,
Nothing stays, learn it my dears,

I am cold, I lie alone,
In a dark room thats called 'home'
I want to die and die I shall,
Kill my world and go to Hell,
I wish this could go away I'd never known,
Your love I wish you'd never shown,

So this is where I end,
With one quick goodbye my friend,
I will not burden your nights and days,
Pretending its all ok,
Letters to my friends I will send,
I kiss and quick goodbye,
As I hit the floor and begin to die