Im so empty

I'm empty but full,
holding on to nothing at all,
I'm caught but I'm still falling,
quiet but I'm singing,

looking up but feeling down,
thinking about life before,
closing on myself,
and opening another door,

wondering when but making it now,
making life honest but how,
holding on to what Ive got,
mesmerizing on what Ive lost,

talking to myself,
your talking to someone else,
falling to pieces,
just to find someone putting you back together again,
still nothings changed.