I will cry

I cry in darkness
i cry in pain
i cry when I'm hurting
i cry like rain
i cry w/ a knife held against my wrist
i build up the sadness
and give it a twist
i stab the vein
w/a little force
the blood just runs like thick red sauce
i don't cry any more
i don't shead a tear
cause i die that nite
i greatly fear