Misunderstood

I know im not perfect mom, but could you love me anyways
I never know whatâ??s going to happen, whatâ??s in store today
These never ending tears are just swelling in my eyes
I donâ??t know what the truth is or what is a lie
All I ever do is hide behind this smile of mine
I know that the healing aspect will only take some time
The scars upon my wrist remind me that the past is real
Heartache, crushed, and lonely is the pain that I feel
I have these dreams where I know exactly what to say
Then you tell me you know, that you forgive me