My Skull

The pain is hurting me again.
it's coming back.
my tears are no longer fading.
they are repairing.

i begin to hold my pillow more tighter then i did last time.
it's like a big crime.
that i keep on coming back to.
i fell again.

harder this time.
then ever.
i never could have thought of this pain.
of this crime that you commit.

you never got me.
but i got back up.
but i was stupid to run back to you.
and fell even harder.

i hit the pavement.
and my heart smashed.
with my tears.
into my skull.