I Need You So Bad?

Your heart's cold and full of lies,
Pretend you care, but I see in your eyes.
You can't fool me forever,
I'm not going to be blind forever.
I will overcome this denial one day,
And I'll be on my way...

My heart breaks and I lie,
But at least the pieces are true.
You know that I love you,
So much that I cry,
Every night, all the time,
Cos I miss and love you all the time.

You don't think of me a lot,
But I think about you so much.
Your loss of thoughts are made up by mine.
Love, you could never be forgot.
Even if you drift from touch,
I'll always pretend you're mine.

We're married and have two kids,
All in my head.
Call me silly or stupid,
But I love you,
Tell me to stop, but instead,
I'll just pretend. I love you.

Maybe you lie and you hurt,
But having you is worth it.
I know one day you'll desert,
Me, but I'll wait for it,
I need you so bad,
Well, that's what I tell myself.

Sarah Gammon ©
09/23/05