How could you

How can you act like everything is okay,
When your whole world is falling down.
Where nothing is going your way,
when everything you ever wanted just turns to dust.
To see whos really your friend and whose gonna be there for you no matter what.
To know that when your there its gonna be totally different.
That you have to start all over again.
Your sick of feeling alone, being the new girl again and again
Just to wonder if you should get comfortable and settle down or just keep to yourself to know that it will happen again.
They say this is the last time, but you dont believe them bc its all to formallier scene.
You dont know what to do.