For ever day I've spent,
crying for you,
I've repaid by lieing to you,
and telling you I was fine.
For ever day I've wept,
wanting for you,
I've repaid by laughing with you.
For ever drop I've bled,
when I couldn't cry a single tear,
I've repaid in facing every single fear.
I put away my sadness,
I locked away the dark,
I've closed the door to needing you,
but must of all,
I stopped wanting.
