All I Ever Cared About

When all this first started, i told myself i would wait for you.
i didn't have the guts to tell you how i felt then.
i just kept the feelings inside because i was so scared.
i have a chance almost everyday to just tell you how i feel,
but i still don't.
today those feelings got worse.
as i was sitting there watching you as usual,
you said something.
and what you said made me realize we could never be together.
but knowing that we could never be together is not the part that hurts.
what hurts is not being able to tell you how i feel.
i could care less about us being together.
it's just that you will never know how i feel, or how bad this whole thing hurts.
that's all i ever cared about.