Do You Notice?

Do you ever notice the way i look at you all the time?
Or the way I talk to you?
Or even the way I act towards you?
Sometimes I hope you don't notice these things because I don't want you to know how I feel.
Then other times I just feel so bad because I want to tell you my feelings but I can't.
Sometimes I wish you would notice those things.
That way I wouldn't have to feel like this anymore.
I'm afraid if you find out how i feel,
then you won't want to be around me anymore.
I try not to look at you so much, that way it won't be noticeable.
And I try not to act any different around you then I do anyone else.
I try really really hard not to do these things but I just can't help it.