Liar/Wh0re/I Hate You

This is a crappy short poem that wrote just to vent...

Hearts and wrists are one in the same
You and my blade are all to blame
Misguiding wh0re is how I spell your name

Devastate my every want and need
If pains your thing then you did succeed
But why arent you here to watch me bleed?

Creeping, crawling, ignorance is bliss
Downward spiraling into the abyss
Self infliction always seems to miss

Hide in the shadows, build your wall
Reminisce the past with intent to stall
Your head is bleeding you must now crawl

So lace me up and just let go
Dying, all this seems so slow
Never again will I sink this low

I will watch you bleed unto you
I detest everything now that its through
I hate myself for believing every lie to be true