Thank you (it's pretty emotional)

I didn't know
I thought you were fine
But now it seems you're gone
I wished you could have stayed
I'm afraid you won't come back
But you are so special to me
And if any day at all
I could just talk to you
I'd tell you the only words you'd ever need to know
Thank you.
Those two words
Mean so much to me
Even if to you
It still seems so small
But I had a wonderful life
And thanks to you I still will
Because all I needed
Was someone who would listen
I pray to God that everyone is okay
I thank God for giving me strength
And each day I wish I could tell you
Thank You.
I appreciate you
And if it was not for you I would have clung to death
It would have left a mark
In my milky skin
And sadly it did not win
But to me,I'm glad I never started
To cut
I now will be a great person
I will not live for common pleasures
Now I have a life
And I mean to live it
I will be a grownup one day
I won't know time has changed
But I'll be glad I'm still here
And I will still say
Thank you.
Maybe one day I'll have kids
And I'll be so old
I won't be able to count the wrinkles on my hand
And when I look at them
And they've grown up as well
I will always think of you
And remember to say
Thank you.
You're a huge influence on me
Without you I wouldn't be here
I'm glad when I fell you stood through
And caught me before
I fell off the cliff
To darkness

The only words
That could describe my inspiration
When I think of you
Would be
Thank You.

I'm truly grateful to you-if ever there came a time when I could help you as well,I always would do my best.
You inspired me to live,even if you don't know it.
I am so glad to have a friend like you.
I love you so much.
I survived depression.
It's all because of you.
Thank you.

P.S. Please don't cry,whatever you do. You're so wonderful to me,if only you knew just how grateful I am. I see all these sad or Gothic people and all that comes into my mind is I'm glad I didn't turn into one of them. I just really wish there was a better way to say thank you.

If I ever had a gift that I'd keep forever,it would be to always have a caring friend like you to just listen. That's all I need,that's all I want. Someone who will always care.
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For Charlie.