Confusing love

I had thought of this
To happen
But i did not
Expect it

In choosing
Whom to love
And whom to stay
With my heart

If I'll go with you
Pain will be in him
If I'm going with him
I'm gonna lose you

Complicated situation
I regret to happen
But my way
Should go on

Am i gong with him?
Who really love me
Or with you
Whom I loved