Something i can't express

by Unity   Sep 24, 2005


There are words inside, that just wont come out
there screaming inside me
but you can't hear my silent shouts

I'm slowly dying and my hearts breaking silently
because these words that are eager to get out
just wont come outside of me

i don't know how i feel
its just a horrible pain
i slept with my best friend
and the hurt happens all over again

he was supposed to just be comfort
why did it lead to more??
he could of told me no
but instead he pushed me to the floor

now i blame myself
each and every single day
i keep wondering if I'm
the reason why my Boy went away

he broke up with me
the night before it happened
but i cant help but feel guilty
cant help but think that Ive sinned

Ive tried to make it better
even though we weren't together
i told him the truth
but it doesn't make me feel any better

i feel like somehow dying
just getting rid of my life
i don't know what to do
i just wanna use the sharpest knife

Ive always been there for everyone when i can
but they've all driven me away
then they sit there and act like its my fault
and leave me with nothing to say

tears keep rolling down my cheeks
because i don't know what to feel
I'm just asking someone please
help my broken heart to heal

bless me with the words
to make everything become OK
help me through the nights
but mostly help me through my days

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  • 19 years ago

    by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]

    U r a really great writer and u deserve a whole lot more than a 5 but i'll give u a five anyway, keep ya head high huni and whatever will be, will be! whats meant to be will find its way! follow your heart and let it take you where it wants, but also use your head, don't do something that isn't right to someone else....life is very hard, and i wish love was easier but its not.....u just need to hang in there coz even tho life is hard u need to hang in ther coz you only get one life (maybe) and you have to live it to the fullest thru good and bad....if u need someone to talk to im here, u can email me if u need someone to talk to just send me a private message, anyways luvinK u alwayzz n i hope ur okay! luv Maddison xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by Manda

    Awesomeness poem. real sad but still real good. sorry i havent been writing. if i did it would be about hackey sacking and how goofy me, andrew, and sashi r. lol. dont ask. i just dont have anything to write about cuz i CANT write happy poems. well keep up the awesome poems! i love em!!!!!!

    ~Alwayz, Manda

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