After we had sex I told you so
I told you I loved you, I wanted you to know
And you said 'what?' and kind of froze
You made me regret those words I chose
My heart glazed over after that night
And yeah we broke up without a fight
But you never saw my bleeding arms
And you never asked again about my self harm
I wonder if you realise how you've effected my life
I'd like you to know that I now turn to my knife
You don't understand how our split effected me
And the scars I hide so you'll never see
I wish you knew I wanted you back
And filled with rejection its at my arms I hack
Thin razor scars are the only tracks
A smile on my face so you can't see my cracks
I needed you and you abandoned me
You f**cking left me in my time of need
So I hope you're happy, missing me
As I sit there wanting you, smiling with fake glee.