Hurt and Pain

So much hurt
so much pain
heart so sore
makeing me go insane
bloodshot eyes
makeup down my face
I want to end it all
but I need to be strong.
I'll keep crying these tears
to wash out the fears.
But the hurt still stays
inside of me.
I go to sleep
but all I have is nightmares
I cant wake up.
I'm stuck in the dreams.
Need someone here with me
to wake me from these dreams.
I scream out loud but nobody hears
I'm stuck with the fears.
So I should just end it here
go out with a bang
after I write this poem I will
be no more.
So I'm saying goodbye in this
poem.
Goodbye