Wildfire

*Please read this. I know it might not rhythm as good as what others can do, but it's my favorite poem that I've written. Plz leave comments, and I'll return the favor. Thanks!*

The love I have for you burns inside me like a wildfire.
No matter what words are muttered, it can't die down.
People stare and talk, sometimes point. It hurts, but I try not to show it. I try not to cry at home, come night fall, I'm in bed crying myself to sleep.
I miss seeing you smile, I miss hearing you talk. Whenever I see you, I stand there, not knowing what to do. Almost as if I'm retarded.
You don't know the pain I go through, to keep my dirty secrets clean. I don't want you to see all the secrets I keep from you.
I think about you day and night. I see you in my dreams, every turn I take I see your face, staring at me, looking into my soul, as if searching for my secrets.
The thoughts that go through my head, I can't shut it out!
I try to drown the thoughts out with music, but that that only makes it worse.
I hide in the corner, listening to music and writing poems with you on my mind constantly.
I try to get you off my mind, but how can i forget the only thing on my mind?I think of fantasies I know will never happen. I pray and hope that you'll notice me, or at least manage a hello. I sit and stare, talking with my friends, sneaking glances, hoping my eyes meet yours. It hardly happens, but when it does, it's hard to look away.
The sounds I hear around me, remind me of you.
I can't escape the thought that somewhere, maybe your thinking of me too.
I sit and wonder, what your doing at this very moment. I stare into space, trying to think of my future will be like. Questions fly through my head! Will I still know you? Will I marry you? Will we still talk to each other? So many questions, it's too many to count.
I think of what I could say to you. When I get the chance to say it, I stand there and stare. I get so lost in your eyes, I can't look away.
Everyday of my life, I play the piano and wonder what it would be like if I never knew you. Would I be the same I am now? Or would i be some-sort of player, going around cheating on guys, and telling lies to my friend and my family?
I've always wondered what it would be like to grow up wishing on a star. To get everything I've always dreamed of having.
The very first thing I would wish for would be for you. I would wish for more words to say to you. That way our conversations could never stop.
At night when I'm outside laying on the grass looking at the stars, I wonder if your looking and wishing on the same star I am.
Each and every night, I wish for the exact same thing. 'I wish he will notice me, or at least manage a hello.' From what I can tell, you haven't noticed me at all. Not even a hello.
I fell like I'm sleep-walking through my life. It passes right by me. I never know what's going on and half of the time I never know what I'm doing!