I Gave In

I couldn't handle it
All the pain
I cut my wrists
Control, I wanted to gain

For over a year
I had been clean
No crimson or cuts
Had been seen

I couldn't handle it
The anger inside
I should have runaway
To cry and hide

I broke my promise
To my best friend
But I hate my life
Why can't it come to an end?

I couldn't handle it
The bottled up thoughts
I grabbed the knife
Without being caught

Why did have to
Give in to my sin
I shouldn't have let
That knife go in

I couldn't handle it
But no one understands
I just wish you were here
So you could hold my hand

I should have stayed strong
To not reach for the knife
I'm just full of anger
I wanted to escape my life

I couldn't handle it
Without you being here
You are the only one
That seems to truly care

I gave in...I'm sorry