I hate how you hurt me so damn much
I hate how i get weak from the feel of your touch
I hate how you start this up when I'm done
I hate how so much of me, you've won
I hate how you screwed up so much of my life
I hate how your words turned me to the knife
I hate how you broken me down every god damn day
I hate how saying i hate you is not what i want to say
I miss you so much, i really do
With every bad side, there's a good side too
And you took me into your family
Everyone treated me so happily
You made sure i was always OK
You knew what to do and what to say
When i needed you, you came
All i had to do was just call your name
I miss you so much, the silence is starting to echo
I need you here because I just want to let go
I never know why I just walked away
I left without knowing what to say
You know you hurt me, you made that really clear
But i guess staying with you was a major fear
That's why i left and said I'm done
I looked at all the bad, i never looked at all our fun
So much hurt me, but now I'm stronger
I can go through so much hell now longer
And if i could, i would've stayed and talked
I shouldn't have turned away and walked
You kept trying to come back to me
But i wasn't understanding it clearly
I thought i was done but you weren't giving in
And i left you in the cold, with no finish and nowhere to begin
I lost your cousin as my best friend
I lost the one who helped me put my past to an end
And i need you here to hold, i don't want to cry
And i want you forever, i can't just SAY good-bye
