I sit in the dark wondering why you just cant love me for me.why can`t you see that i am just a person that wants to be loved.i sit there with a blade and cut here and there trying to get rid of my pain but its not working so i try again deeper this time.i no longer can feel the pain in my heart .the heart that you are slowly breaking by pushing me away.I'm slowly fading now.you see the part of me that you want to .you don't wanna see the part that can can love you.but in return i get nothing from you.i can`t keep fighting a battle i feel i may never win .so i will sit here with my only true comfort my only thing that will ease my pain.my blade will help me and maybe one day you will open your eyes and see that I'm the only true thing in your life that really does love you.
