Lost hope & regret

First Kiss
Last Breath
You look at him
As you sighed with regret

For he was perfect in every which way
From the way he walked
To the sweet things that he would say

He tells you he loves you
Even though you guys havenâ??t been together for long
You silence him with your hand
For you know he is wrong

Because you never believed in true love
You donâ??t think it will last
Cause of all of the things that has happened to you in your past

Youâ??ve been hurt too many times
By too many guys
Who also told you they loved you as they looked in your eyes

He then looks back at you with the hurt in his face
And ever so slowly a tear falls down his face
For he knows that his feelings for you are true
But he doesnâ??t know about your past
He doesnâ??t know what to do

You look back at him for you know he is hurt
You donâ??t know how to put it.
You donâ??t know how to say the words

He pulls his hands from around your waist
Then you start realizing maybe not loving him is a mistake
Maybe this time you wonâ??t get hurt
This time you wonâ??t cry
Maybe true love can last
Maybe it wonâ??t die

But then he turns around and slowly walks away
Your thinking fast
You need things to say

By now he is gone
He has already left the park
You sit on a bench alone filled with a broken heart.
For this time it was your fault & not his
All because you were afraid to fall in love
Afraid to give in

Because you couldnâ??t say
â??I love you tooâ??
All because of those guys
& all the pain youâ??ve been through

It is now getting late
Your alone at the park
Sitting quietly on the bench as it starts to get dark
And as the sun starts to set you walk home alone
Your heart filled with regret

For it was your first kiss
And your last breathe
You heart sighs
Your filled with regret.