Big secret

I have this big secret
That no one can know
They'll treat me different
And act like I'm slow

I'd rather not tell them
I'll Just keep it inside
Even though it kills me
And makes me cry

I have this big secret
I'm afraid they might know
What if I made it obvious
What if I let it show?

Its really important
That they never find out
I'd rather just stay here
In denial and doubt

I have this big secret
I wish that they knew
Cause I'm scared and confused
& I don't know what to do