I walk around with a smile and a laugh that i have
the one I'm famous for
the happy go lucky me
but thats only the outside
on the inside i want to scream
i want to vanish and be gone
i hold it together
can they tell?
i want to break down
can they tell
I'm lost?
can they tell and not care
or am i that good at hiding pain.
i deal with it yeah
I'm use to it.
i was told i have to be happy
i have to smile
i have to move on
and so i pretend I'm happy
i pretend i moved on
for the sake of the ones i love
but i DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING
i DON'T HAVE to be happy 247
they wouldn't think that though
I'm so tired of trying to
live up to their expectations of me
but i hide the pain because
it doesn't seem worth while
to talk about whats wrong with me
my feelings don't seem to matter anyhow
i thought they did i guess not.
Can THEY TELL I WANT TO SCREAM
CAN THEY TELL I'm falling into a dark hole
I'm not sure they can.
can they tell and just not care
or can they not tell and don't care to bother with it.
