Silent Screams

My silent screams,
cannot be heard.
Like the pain in my voice,
in every word.

The wretched feeling,
deep within...
I cannot stop it,
It will not end...

But every so often,
when I'm with you,
the Pain is numbed,
It can be subdued

I want to not bleed,
to stay alive,
Please heal my wounds,
save my life.

I see you in my dreams,
there is no more pain,
I see us together,
dancing in the rain.

The rain wont stop,
neither do we,
Together we are,
and a kiss I see.

So much feeling,
Ive never had,
Its all because
of my past.

what happened then,
changed me now,
I do know why,
I do know how.

I want to run,
away from it,
to block the sights,
that I often get.

When I'm with you,
I feel free.
Please wont you come,
and rescue me?

My nightmares still haunt me,
I need to escape,
Please take away
My memories of rape.

**If anyone out there has been raped...You most likely know how hard it can be to come back from the betrayal...**