I close my eyes
To hide the tears
I shield myself
Behind my fears
I hold on tight
Or else you'll go
I fake a smile
So the pain doesn't show
I lay awake
My dreams denied
My only comfort
Is in my lie
I grasp my wrist
To stop the flow
The scars run deep
For all to know
The blood runs down
I smile for real
The pain of bleeding
Lets me feel
I make a wish
I pray to die
If you love me
You'll end my life
