No one loves me

My friends ruined my life,
saying i was dead,
now no one thinks i exist,
they think I'm in a puddle of red,
the people on this site,
were my only friends,
now no ones loves me,
they don't believe its true,
they all think its another game,
i wish they'd believe I'm real,
they already think I'm gone,
maybe i should just go,
everyone was happier,
without me,
should i just say my last goodbye?