Perfect or dead

I asked the time to pass and make things whole
To clear the lies and thoughts surrounding me
Time passed but everything stayed as before
The lies that dwelt around i still could see

I realized it is i who should change
not to keep pase with the world or fit in
but in a world that for me seems so strange
i'd have to give it out what i have in

And tell it the secret i have inside
And show what no man ever could reveal
and give it vwhat in me since long did hide
and maybe, just maybe then it could heal
If all to help would come or none i'll try
Untill it whole becomes or till i die