Bulimia part 2

Go to the bathroom,
Finger,
Down my throat,
Don't know where to go.
I deserve to be here.
I thought about this long and hard,
And realized its for the best.
I know it hurts,
I know it kills,
I know about all the effects.
Anorexia wont work,
They'll just notice.
Cutting wont work,
Why are you wearing long sleeves Jescelle?

Hurting myself is an addiction,
A habit I have to break.
but if the situation were reversed,
you wouldâ??t do itâ?¦..
for my sake.

I cant believe im I'mre,
All over a stupid BOY.
Nothing makes sense any moreâ?¦

I LOVED HIM
I LOVED HIM
I LOVED HIM

Eat a lot,
Go to the bathroom.
Finger,
Down my throat.
I deserve to be here.
Here on the floor,
Where everything seems black.
Here at the toiletâ?¦.
Where I belong.

HURTING MYSELF IS AN ADDICTION.
A HABIT I CANT BREAK.
AND IF THE SITUATION WERE REVERSED,
THIS WOULD BE THE ICINGâ?¦
ON THE CAKE.

I CANT BELIEVE IM HERE,_I'MALL OVER MY STUPID DADâ?¦
NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANY MORE.

I HATE HIM
I HATE HIM
I HATE HIM

Why?
Just because I do.