I have words.
But I just can't say them.
I have feelings.
But I just can't express them.
What am I afraid of?
Is it losing a friend?
No it can't be.
I won't let it happen.
But what can it be.
Losing hope.
What should I do?
I'm just there.
Nothing else.
This is something I have to do.
Alone?
It's my feelings.
Why can't I say them?
Why can't I release them?
Why am I powerless to do anything?
Am I scared?
But of what?
Being hurt?
No!
I won't be afraid of pain.
But what is it?
I'm confused.
And I don't know what to do.
I can't do it.
I am weak.
But maybe I can.