Breaking the habit

I try to hide from what's wrong with me, i run far but it's hard to break free, this is something i need to keep away, maybe i'll feel better and not so sick today, it used to be the only thing on my mind and now you've tried to take me over from inside, now you've left me a broken man i'm now starting to understand, i can win this battle, you're the one thats going to break, i've had about all i can take, i'll leave you behind i have my life to save, it sounds so sad, but this is one soul you'll never have.