How come it had to end
In such a cruel demise
No truth,
And yet
No lies
Neutral to everything
Why
Did we have to say goodbye?
I didn't even get to say goodbye
We just were torn apart
In different directions
I wish it wasn't distant
I don't want to cry
But all I want to know is
Why did I fall for him?
A guy who lied
But still told the truth
A guy who was ugly
But still handsome
Someone who held me close
And pushed me away
...so neutral
He was kind yet insensitive
Everything and nothing
All I remember is he was mine
Even though he wasn't...
And the same for me.
So neutral.
I will not cry a tear
I promise myself
We still left in love
I whisper
But no one hears
No one moves
Beyond the curtain of my mind
My sole inspiration
Destroyed,tumbled by the wind
Rough edges but still held tight
I will not cry
At least not in front of everyone
I will not look in the mirror
It's covered with a black scarf
The Jewish way of mourning
I will not cry...
I will not look into the mirror
But I'll look behind it
The only place where I'm truly alone
And he'll make me remember the times
He made me cry
