Once again

As it seems once again,
I shed another tear,
Too scared to live my life,
I am living it in fear.

Why try to make it right,
When they will only ignore,
Everything I need to say,
Will never be spoken for.

I have another break down,
And cant seem to breathe,
I want to make a new start,
This life I want to leave.

I still get told to stay strong,
And that I have done right,
But it doesn't make it better,
I still live fight after fight.

Silently wishing things,
And give up all my hope,
Wondering what will help me,
And secretly trying to cope.

The only thing I can do,
Is push my feelings to the side,
Where no one will ever see them,
This is the one thing i choose to hide.