I cried all night
no one was there
to let me know it was going to be ok.
i just wanted you to hold me
just to be there in person
your in my thoughts
and i love you
but your not here with me
i cried and cried and held back the screams of pain.
my heart aces with pain
my soul tortured by the pain
my thoughts run deep into a place i do not know do not wish to be.
i want out why wont you let me out
the screams die and the tears stop
but the pain grows into a huge mass of misery.
I've never felt more alone
I've never felt so helpless
i want to scream
your not here to hold me
your not here with me
i want you here
maybe thats selfish
but once i would like to think of me
i don't do it and your slipping away
slowly but surely
end the misery
end the pain
why wont my heart and soul stop acing.
