Love in Vain

Oh Sweet, Candy Pants,
Let this moment be our last,
For time will eventually destroy,
A lovers rose-tinted past.

Let us live on, Blissfully ignorant,
To what we could have been,
Please; Don't look back teary-eyed,
Don't make this harder than it seems.

No, I cannot live without you,
Still it's time to drop your hand,
In my dreams we'll be together,
But this you must understand:

When i held you in my arms,
My heart felt nothing but pain,
For making you believe my love,
When it was only said in vain.

When i kissed your tender lips,
I knew you were falling to deep,
But I could never tell you then,
That a promise was hard to keep.

When i held your hand in mine,
Oh, I wanted to feel it to,
'Cause every single second i spent,
Trying to feel the same way about you.

When i looked into your eyes,
My world started falling apart,
Because for nearly a year, Darling,
I have been fooling your heart.

-I wrote this a long time ago when i was trying to understand exactly why i hurt this guy, it's pretty pathetic really - But hey life goes on.-