Runing away

I ran off with heartache and tears
Surfacing fears
Anger drawing near
welcome to my life

I can run away
I could sit and stay
But neither choice helps me very much

I'm still here
Holding back all of my fears
Holding back all of my tears for another life

I'm not gonna give up fighting
Till the fight gives up me
I'm gonna fight till the sun comes shinning
And the darkness leaves on me

I'm gonna take a chance
Give it all my best
Its my only life
What should I do else wise

Running away makes the fears come up
But staying here brings it all right back
Its bad but its all I got
I could run and flee this clot
But I'm strong inside I know
So I'm not gonna go