My Goodbye

Here I am again face to face with this fear.
Its a pain that can never go away , a pain that I have had for over a year.
But now it is time to end this pain that I have encountered.
By taking this razor blade that is sitting on the counter.
With one cut it should do.
Although I know they say cutting is for fools.
But what do I care
I'm in pain and falling into despair.
I cant talk no more of this torture that I face today.
Its time for me to leave this place forever and just fade away.
I doubt that I will be missed just like a black whole in outer space.
There will be no tears that will be shed on one single face.
For this I say goodbye to end my fear.
I will not shed a tear.
For there is no pain that I will feel.
So now I will close my eyes as my skins begins to peel.