I Regret....

You see....
i regret most things that i have ever done
and
i don't really feel like I'd ever belong.
i regret that i have ever yelled...
socked someone or
cut myself.
I never thought there would come a day
when i would just regret
living this way.
I regret being a jinx
and all the thoughts that wouldn't
let me sleep.
I regret how
I sometimes feel like dying
and how
I spent the whole night crying.
Sometimes I feel like a joke...
not funny but
it's still a joke.
i hate the things that i do
and sometimes i hate the things that
i do with you,
but never have I
regretted loving you nor
having you in my life.
You make all the regrets
flow away
and
you make me wanna keep living everyday.

I LOVE YOU .