Dreaming of you

In a dream filled with heavenly lights pinks in purples and blues in a white gown i stand with my hair flowing so ever freely on the edge of a grassy plain looking down in to the sparkingly clear water then there in the reflection you are exposed for what you really are covered in darkness shown as death a face so putrid and spiteful filled with anger and all what was there is now the burning of what is left dead everything ...dead and the once calm water is now a vast crimson ocean and as in the blank stare i wait i am caught away by a breathless motion all the sudden pressure so much pressure everything red gasping no air body so numb sick burning sensation pain so much agonizing pain and as i surface for that once last breath its your name i scream then as i feel my body being submerged the last thought was why ?