You're life is so special to me
You growing up is something I enjoy to see
You're already now in second grade
I'm so proud of what you do and what you've already made
You're like my little sister that i never had
I hate not being apart of your life sometimes, it honestly makes me sad
I know me and your mother, well sometimes we fight
Sometimes she's out and I'm watching you for the night
I know your father breaks his promises and he lies
And it is OK for you to let out your cries
I love you little gal, i think about you a lot
And I'm afraid that for you, the wrong things will be taught
Don't do anything that wouldn't make your mother smile
And whenever you need me, I'll walk a million miles
I love seeing you and getting a big hug or kiss
I love seeing you being happy, its something i miss
When you tell me you want to be like me
It doesn't make me so happy
I'm so afraid that you'll screw up life like i did
I'm so afraid you're going to grow up without me as a kid
I love when you call me just to say hi
I get teary-eyed when I have to say good-bye
I know i can't always be there, because of your mother
we were close but now i don't like her
As I'm away, I'm still thinking about you tonight
Hoping and praying that everything is alright
I'm not going anywhere Randi, I'm still here
I'll wipe your eyes before you start to tear
Make me happy, succeed in what you do
do only what you want to
Don't think i left you, don't say them words to me again
Because I'm always here, I'm always your friend
It's nothing about you, it's about me
Your mother doesn't trust me or so i see
You're my everything little kid and I love and miss you
You're my little sister, I'll scream it to your mother because it's so true
*Randi, I know one day you're going to read this. I hate when you ask me why i am leaving you, i aaint. leanne and I just have some disagreements and i'm left in tears. Not because of her but because of you. I watched you grow up in front of me for most of my life then i couldn't no more. Whenever you see this *hopefully soon* i love you girl. I am always here forever, i don't care what time, age or place i am here for you. make me proud curly :)
