My final plan

by coupon can   Sep 27, 2005


Maybe I'll go to hell
Maybe I'll go to heaven
Who knows
On October 25 I'll find out
I will only be 14
But I think 14 is enough
I might seem happy now
But you don't know my next move...
Maybe I will survive, I hope not
Just 29 days until I take my last breath
I have 29 days to plan my death
I'll leave a note with my last words
And I'll tell you what I really think of you
Maybe you will miss me
Yeah right who am I kidding?
I know you won't even care
You'll only go to my funeral to pretend
Like everyone else
I'll plan my death step-by-step
So you won't know what's next...

*don't get scared ppl. i'm not gonna kill myself. i'm ok. seriously.so yeah i'm fine now and thank you to all the ppl that comment on my poem and tried to help.*

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  • 19 years ago

    by Clare

    Wow thats really good as well..thank you for the comment..i appreciate it muchly..and yes i know as i lay dying lol i kinda did take that didnt i..oops..well i think it fits..o well..tehe..talk to you later

  • 19 years ago

    by SaphireAngel

    I was thinking the other day n i came up w/ the idea that anyone can slit their wrists and kill themselfs, but it takes strength not to. i know ur a strong person, so hang in there.

  • 19 years ago

    by hopeless08

    Umm.. it's a good poem and all of that, but I can't praise you for writing that, especially if it's true. That's something i've thought about before so let me know when you want someone to listen to you.

  • 19 years ago

    by aaron c s

    Ok....ummm.... for one that poem was really good!! the world needs talented young writers who will only get better and better and then be the next shakespeare. you mean more than you know!! at 14 u have so many more ppl who will care about you. death wont ease your pain. i promise you that. suicide is not the end all. its the beginning of life in a real hell. one that no one here can fathom. email me if u wnat to talk. elph101@yahoo.com

  • 19 years ago

    by Piper

    I don't know exactly what you're going through. Nobody does, but that's the way life is. Even in your darkest time there will always be at least one person who cares about you and no matter how much you try to push them away, they will always care about you and that will never end. But to take one's own life, it may make you happy but you don't know what will happen or where you'll end up when you die. And you may think it's a good idea, but it's not. People will be devastated if you kill yourself and they will never be able to move on, without you in their lives. I know you may find it hard to believe, but it's true. I'm 17 and i have tried to kill myself on many occasions but i'm not sure if it's really worth it. It won't accomplish anything except your death and the pain that will be inflicted on people who care about you. And they might end up harming themselves or even killing themselves because they miss you so much. I'm sure you don't want to do that to them. If you want to talk you can email me at Dark_Fever88@hotmail.com Please don't kill yourself, it's not worth it. You need to fight this and pull through. It's not going to be easy, nothing ever is. But it will be worth it in the end if you live through this and fight this. It will make you a stronger person.