I don't want to be here
here nor anywhere.
I've felt this for sometime now
and I can only imagine what it'd be like.
what would people say,
feel,
do?
dare I even ask such a nonsense question.
the whole outlook is radiating
both good and evil.
unfortunately I focus on the evil.
I sit and wonder why I think this
and there's only one simple answer to that.
because I can and I don't have anyone to stop me.
maybe someone would
but they don't know what's going on.
going on in my not so perfect life anymore,
what am I saying,
it was never perfect.
I hate it.
hate how I don't want to be here
here nor anywhere.
