Hanging up my phone
watching you walk towards me
dreading what you will say.
I can only think negative thoughts.
two roses,
I can't believe it,
why does this have to happen to me,
I ponder that.
you start, and I can only listen
for some unknown reason
I can't look away.
17 girls I say
waiting for your reaction
you lie.
I am so bitter now.
I think the conversation can only get worse
which it does.
now I'm indecisive
and I don't know what I want,
pressured and confused
I give you want you need.
but is it the truth
no, you'll never realize it.
I'm shocked at what I just said
emotions, words, thoughts run through my helpless mind.
you really don't even know me.
the blank look you give
I can only stare back,
no words, just pure uneasy silence,
I hate it.
a quick hug and we're done.
I escape not knowing what I just did,
wanting to cry,
wanting to give up,
but I can't at least not now.
picking up my phone
as I dial, I am speechless.
rate it please.
