Tears run down my face
into the pillow they hide
I realize I can't win
theres nothing more to lose
and nothing more to gain
my emotions are torn to shreds
never to be fixed
from the truth i just want to hide
I'll never trust again
feelings of betrayal consume me
oh God let this be a dream
what is wrong with me
I'm so confused
don't know where to turn
who will take me in
everyone just turns away
and leaves me standing all alone
as i look around
everything seems so dead
looking at yesterday
how will i bare tomorrow
its so hard to move on
can't bare the sorrow
inside my world is dying
and i will soon follow
tired of trying
trying to live
trying to die
can't i just vanish
and just disappear
i give up
all this hiding
all this running
I'm giving up the fight
no one even cares
this is the end of me
my final words
I will fall asleep
in which I'll never wake from
then finally
I will be happy!!
