I just feel like giving up
every time i turn around
something goes wrong
i learn if i never love
ill never get hurt
why can't i just be happy
i have so much
i should be so thankful
i have a wonderful man
hes my world
i have awesome friends
still yet the smile is still a fake
can't seem to pull out of this
don't know whats going on
i just want to die
and live no more
everyone looks at me
and sees this happy girl
the happy girl that you see
is everything but me
i wish i were happy
then all would be well
but life isn't that easy
maybe someday i will find happiness
maybe someday all the pain will go away
someday i will just cut it away
