I wish

I wish I could put into words
All these screwed up feelings
All these things that confuse me
All the things that make me who I am

I wish I could justify why I am the way I am
Let the whole wide world in
Then maybe they'd all understand
The things I can't start to describe

I wish I could tell everyone I love
Just how much I care
Let them all know how far I'd go
For each and every one of them

I wish I could cry in front of people
Just to show that I'm not as cold as I sound
Let them see that deep down inside
I'm nothing but a scared little girl afraid of her own shadow

I wish most of all that I wasn't alone
Fighting the battles on my own
I just can't let anyone see
Every little part of me

I can't let anyone too near
I'm too scared of getting hurt
Trust is something I can't give to hardly anyone
I'm too frightened of the way it the way it'll end.