What everyday feels like

I wake up waiting for shit
And always be the one who hits
I'm gonna be the one who falls
And till the end my life is dull
I cry till I can't breathe
And always be the one who always leaves
I imagine my life so great
When all the things start to hate
I'm the one who is lonely and sad
Please don't make my life so bad
I will go now, I will leave
Until then I will always bleed