Stupid

Life has it's ups and downs.
but I'm always facing the downs.
i try to look the other way.
but it won't let me.
my soul is taking up from hell.
never going to heaven.
what was my body thinking?
i can't live through life like I'm suppose to.
i don't have any ups.
maybe I'm so dark.
maybe not enough happy smiles.
my life is correctly appointed to the way i become.
my life is something not to fool with.
my life is something to live by.
not trying to make a stupid poem up like this one.