The key to my heart

I thought you were the one
The person who loves me
But you hurt me like the rest
I was just to blind; To even see

I love you I thought you meant it
And that my name was in your soul
But you took my dreams and hopes
You took everything; Just stole

I try and make it on my own
Fighting back every tear
So you cant see; my hurt
And that letting you see; is a fear

You would lap up my pain
And laugh; at the hate inside
So i can't tell you anything
Behind a crack; my pain i hide

My heart is split; into millions
And I'm trying to hide it all away
I want to disappear; go flee
So that you don't lead me astray

I shove every memories; back
I know its all the past; and its gone
But every hope you give me; a look
It gives me something to hold on

You hold the key to my heart
I cant change the lock; o please
You throw it deep; into her love
I'm locked; you seize

Just when you look at me
I remember what we had; love
But now I'm on a shelf; pushed out
With the rest of your old stuff

I beg for you to give me
My freedom and hope
But you use me; a old toy
Just another squeeze and grope

I ask you one last time
For you to give me the key
I'm not asking alot; just my life
So i can go back; to being me